No More Games

So I'm done playing games. My calling is becoming more clear and I need to start walking in it. Ever since my last relationship ended, I realized why my relationships failed. I was disobedient and God was calling me in high school but I ignored Him and ran from Him. It's about time I stop running.

I was talkin to my homie the other day and we're both excited about this retreat we're going to this weekend. So while everyone will be partying on Holloween, we'll be praying and worshipping God with a few hundred college students who are on fire just as we are. I was also talking to my best friend Paulette, she is excited and she's ready to start over also. We all have a calling on our lives and with the prayers that we say for each other and the encouraging words we give help out a lot. I'm glad I have 2 people who are on the same page with me.

Acts 19:15-16 says: And the evil spirit answered and said, Jesus I know, and Paul I know; but who are ye? And the man in whom the evil spirit was leaped on them, and overcame them, and prevailed against them, so that they fled out of that house naked and wounded.

Satan knows who his threats are, he knew Jesus and Paul and I want him to know me too. Not in a bad way, well bad for him, a MAJOR threat to him. My mom preched a sermon yesterday entitled "WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE?" I KNOW who I am now, before I knew I had to do something, but what? I know now and my calling is becoming clearer. I know now what I have to do, I know why things happened the way they did, my eyes were opened. My heart is open now also, to God only. No more relationships for me until I KNOW it's what God wants for me. All the things I know I shouldn't have been doing is over. That's my past and it's there for a reason. I'm looking forward and up...I see my goal, time to reach it. NO MORE GAMES!!!